Bad weather

Today is ugly outside and it makes me feel ugly as well. I had planes to go out tonight, but after getting a phone call from my doctor about starting my new chemo tomorrow at 9a.m., Im feeling a little "blah". It sucks because halloween is right around the corner and I might feel too much like shit to even do anything. My friends try to help me and try to get me out the house, but my spirits just dont have enough energy to WANT and do anything. Then I try to MAKE myself get up and go, to be active, but I just feel ready to go home everytime. THATS ABOUT ALL I HAVE TO SHARE FOR THE MOMENT!